Once Again.

I always find that as soon as I forget I am reminded. As soon as your ok something makes you upset. And as soon as you move on the past pulls itself to the surface once again. Ill never understand why the universe won't let you forget. I don't believe in meant to be's or everything happening for a reason but sometimes i think the things that don't leave your life are the things your meant to have. I hate this word but I can never seem to stop saying it, WHY? Why now? Why me? These are questions I know ill never get an answer for but you either have to fight it or go with it and thats the decision I can't make.