A Little Bit Of Warmth On A Cold Morning. 

That Inner Struggle.

I hate those days when you have that ache inside of you that no matter what you try it just won't go away. Its one of those days you just want to stay rugged up in bed and hide away from the world. I think I've finally realised what I have to do though. I think I'm going to have to face my fears and say what I'm feeling. I mean it could mean I'm worse off for a while but I'm hoping it will mean I'm better off in the end. But its getting outside my comfort zone that scares me. I mean will it worth it after? 

I just had to share this tea pot I found the other day. Isn't it adorable! I found it in a little shop filled with Urban Outfitters things. Obviously, I have a weird obsession with tea, tea cups and tea pots, but oh well! 

Smile.

Have you every noticed that sad people have the most beautiful smiles?

A Sunday Well Spent.

Todays been one of those days where you don't want to get out of bed, put your make up on, and face the real world, so instead I kept my pjs on, got back into bed and watched girly movies. Now I of all people do not know how to have a day of doing nothing. I mean if I'm not busy or have anything planned I don't know what to do! So lets just say two days of it is definitely a first, but at the same time I'm not complaining!

In contrast to how watching love films should make you feel, I actually felt kind of comforted. Ive found myself steering away from romantic movies over the past year so that I don't have to deal with the unrealistic love stories, but you know I actually think there is something kind of unique and different about the love they show in old movies. It almost seems simpler. A thing that love in the modern day definitely is not. 

A Little Bit Of Red.

I find that no matter how I'm feeling putting a little red lipstick on can help everything. Its almost like your a different person. . 

The Memory Of Pain.

Have you ever remembered the pain you've experienced in the past so clearly that even the slightest inkling of having to go through anything like that again or feel anything even near as hurtful as that again makes you cry like your experiencing it for the very first time?

Believing In Something.

Everyone needs something to believe in. There's always been one saying from a movie when I was a child that stayed with me no matter what life threw at me. Children have a unique ability to always see the good in things and hold on to something that is amazing in their eyes. Everyone needs something to believe in, and "I do believe". 

That One Person Who Can Make Me Crumble.

Do you ever get that feeling where as much as you don't understand something you can't get it off your mind? I mean i don't understand why or what was to come of my ex contacting me but now that he has the conversation is just left hanging. Maybe it would have been better if i didn't reply, but wouldn't that have been rude? As much as I'm okay with it i have this lingering feeling that just wants to prove something to myself. I want to be the one that is in control, the one who comes across strong and independent and okay. Thats not unreasonable right? But he is and always will be that one person that can make me crumble. I am determined to not let that happen this time because I'm a different person and have moved on but just this time i want the control. Ive got this feeling deep in my gut though, that its just not going to turn out like that. 

Outfit Of The Day.

Outfit of the day. . Pearls, polkadots and a little bit of yellow. . 

A Cup Of Tea Can Fix Everything. .

I find that on those days when you want to escape from the world for a little while a cup of 

tea can fix everything. . 

Seeing Clearly . .

Sometimes a clear sky and a good friend can make all the bad disappear, even just for a little. . . 

Finally Coming All Together. .

I have been meaning to make my blog a reflection of me and my experiences as I progress into a new chapter of my life. I have so many photos I want to share so from this point forward I want to develop my blog into what i envisioned it to be. So here goes. .