The Challenge Starts Now!

Ok I know I said the challenge starts now but in actual fact for me it started yesterday! I was so anxious about my weigh in and photos that I was sick with nerves and couldn't eat or anything all day. 

Last night I lay awake for hours, my mind runnings a million miles an hour and preventing me from sleeping. When I woke up this morning I was ready early and headed to the gym to try and make it over sooner rather than later. With my luck there was a line so I was left in line for what felt like hours freaking out about being measured and weighed.  

I have this thing where I get so anxious that I make my self sick and shake and I know its going to happen but I cant help it! My nerves got the better of me as soon as the door was closed behind me and I let a few tears escape. I was so embarrassed but the girl was lovely and gave me a huge hug and reminded me to 'believe' just like my tattoo says and just think of the end of the challenge. 

So now I am one day in to the 12 week challenge and I'm ready, ready for change and ready to feel confident in my own skin. Now I'm not the kind of person to do anything half heartily. I either go all in or not at all! So not only will I reach my goal but I am aiming to win this challenge. Im in, all in. 

Warm Cookies On This Day Of Love. .

Between coming home from work and the girls arriving for our little Valentines day gathering, I had the sudden urge to bake. So out came all the ingredients and my favourite chocolate chip cookie recipe and the mixing begun! I always find baking comforting and what better to make Valentines day without a loved one that much better than with some freshly baked cookies?

I have to say I was pretty pleased with the outcome and I think the girls will appreciate these warm pieces of heaven! 

Happy Valentines day everyone! x 

Valentines Day Is In The Air. .

Valentines day is looming and everyone is busy making romantic plans with the one they love. I have never been into Valentines day but that said it goes without saying that the day is a lot more enjoyable and easy to be excited about, if you have a man in your life. This year Valentines day will be spent with two of my closest friends, a sort of anti-valentines day if you will. 

Personally, I am not the romantic type and I believe that it takes time and strength to establish real love. Today I watched a movie that illustrated everything I have gone through and in a sense showed the journey of self discovery I have been on over the past two years in little under two hours. It posed the question, do you have to love yourself before anyone can love you, or do you have to learn to love others to love yourself? 

It is different for everyone, however I wholeheartedly believe that you need to know and love every part of yourself before you can gain the strength and be comfortable to let someone else in. So whether you are alone or with someone this Valentines day, celebrate the love you have for yourself because loving yourself and being comfortable in your own skin can give you more strength than anything else in the world. 

A New Member Of The Family. .

Today we were introduced to our soon to be puppy! It's been a long time we have been waiting for this since our last beloved dog passed away but when we came across this breeder it seemed it was meant to be! We spent half an hour meeting these gorgeous puppies and I cant wait for the next six weeks to fly by so we can bring our gorgeous baby home! 

Retro Travels . .

I found this amazing 1960's retro suitcase this week! Its a hard shell suitcase by V.I.P and is in fantastic condition. I am constantly looking for affordable pieces to add to my collection and this one will also double as storage for me until I move out and can do something creative with it. This unique piece will soon be mine and I cant wait to take it travelling!

Accessories For Every Mood. .

I find that even when I'm in the worst mood the right combination of accessories can make me feel better instantly! From bangles to hats or simply a cute pair of socks, accessories can transform an outfit and add an abundance of personality. I find I have a couple of go-to accessories that I am known for,  cardigans, hats, and bangles just to name a few. No matter how many options I seem to have I never feel like I have enough accessories and find myself adding to my ever growing collection - but if they can put a bounce in my step I think its worth it! Although it is hard just to choose a few, below are some of my favourite accessories!! 

Tick Tock. .

The nights have been getting very long for me and no number of alarms seem to wake me in the morning. So its time to set the loudest alarm I have and get up for some early starts! Wish me luck!!

Believe.

Most people are stronger than they know they just forget to believe in it sometimes . .

If you dream it, and truly believe it, you can achieve it.

A Key To An Unknown Door. .

I stumbled across this amazing key in a vintage store last year and it made me wonder where it came from and what it use to open. This key like many of us has a history but its new to me and its my job to give it a future. You never know it might open a new door, a new opportunity in my life. .

Op Shop Gold . .

I love op shopping. The chance to find beautiful things with a history, yet have the opportunity to bring a number of new adventures. In one day I managed to find all these amazing pieces with amazing colours.